So for the last 3 weeks or so I've basically been living off of tea and cigarettes. It could be because my pharmacy screwed up at the same time I screwed up a couple of credit issues (fraudulent charges - same company, 4 different names - I have to get yet another new credit card in the morning, fix those issues, then I have to reset my entire bank account - READ THE FINE PRINT AND RESEARCH COMPANIES).

Anyway, my meds were whacked for about a week or so, but I'm back on track. I had 2 whole meals today. I haven't had more than one (some days none - in a row) in 2 weeks. I've missed out on parties and social events. Fuck this nausea. Calling the psych for our final "visit" with my dad on Thursday. We'll see what he says. I'm hoping he'll say that Neurontin (600 mgs at night)is compatible with Lexapro and Klonopin, since that stuff took care of my morning nausea and migraines. Oh, and I have only slept 2 of the past 4 days. I think tonight I'll get a good sleep in.

Back to my business I'm building. I need to talk to a very intelligent friend of mine about computer stuff, but I'm pretty set on what I want for a laptop. Money = sacrifice, but I'll make it work. Hell, I was the master at fixing EVERYTHING at the cinemas, from taking apart our crappy ticketing machines to duct taping film platters so a movie could keep going 'til our maintenance guy could make it in.
Haha, and I told my mom about the tattoo I drew up. I figure 6 months is a good mourning period (she hates every single one of my EAR piercings). It's okay, I still love her, she grew up in Wasco. There's only so much you can do for the farm folks.

My dad is having me do 2 photo advertisement jobs for him for the new Targets in the area. His company is the ONLY company in the region (I mean most of the Bay Area) that does fine metal sheetwork the way they do. This has basically saved the business since the recession began. Anyway, I scoped out the Sunnyvale Target today and I know I'm going to have to do night shots to get anything spectacular. They used one of my night shots the last time I did a job for him.
I wonder if I can get him to pay for high scanning quality of negatives and I'll do the rest. It's just scanning the negatives that does not work for me - my scanner is not for professionals AT ALL.

Anyway, vistaprint.com is the shit, and when my next order arrives you will KNOW. I have some awesome stuff coming.

P.S. My old hairstylist (you know, back when I had money - and hair) is doing my hair tomorrow. EXCITEMENT! No more shag everywhere. I can't find the correct photo, but I know how to explain to him what I want. He does the best lesbian haircuts. It's like he can read us, look at our facial shapes, and kick ass with some scissors and razors. (He's gay, so he gets extra favor points.) My mom's paying for it. I love my family.
P.P.S. Go see Where the Wild Things Are. If a book so simple should ever be made into a movie - this is what should be done.